Insecurity Feeling...

"A competent and self-confident person is incapable of jealousy in anything. Jealousy is invariably a symptom of neurotic insecurity. "

by Robert A. Heinlein


Hm....
I don't know...

Have you ever had a feeling like this?
Curious and feel insecure about people surrounding you?

Yeah, these days i got that feeling...
Afraid if people have a bad mouth behind me...
Especially if you know what kind of person they are....

Actually, sometime I feel uncomfortable when they talk about another person or friend...
Even though, for me that's not a big problem...
Every person have their own style and their own personality...
Even though, some person may not know something that considered to be public knowledge,
it doesn't mean that referred person is less socially...

It's just that they don't know about that certain topic..
and it isn't something to be laughed...

Yeah, if I encounter that kind of situation, I just ask 'why?why?'
and try not to involve more and just go a head or just quiet....
and I admit that I don't know much about the issues they're talking about..

In case of my insecurity,
I just try to slow down my negative mind, and think that no one talk bad about me..
Just think that people just talk good about me... and even they talk something bad, it will be my self reminder to be a better person....

And this quote make me feel better

"Creative people are very insecure people because they don't know whether people like them or are in awe of them. That insecurity always comes out. It makes them a better actor, I feel. -- by Persis Khambatta"